i am done with school
i dunno how im going to get my shit back to indiana (i need help my parents will pay for your gas)
i dunno anything.

update ever.

peace

5 am and i still can not sleep. class at 9 am. i just wanna see a special some one.

but for some reason i let every little thing get to me. i let big things just pass me by while im worring about trying to get away from everything that makes us sad and mad. how can i try to learn when i dont understand what i want to do. i stay up all night wondering if my friends are going to be ok and what i could have done differnt.

sucks im not going to fall asleep talking to the sweetest girl in the world tonight.

hi amanda

i hear your voice mail more then your actual voice.

im sick as fuck
i pretty much hate everything
and im starting to think maybe my mom does know best and thats going to be really bad for a certain some one. i even hung up on her because i couldnt handle what she was saying.

its me and my dudez against the world.

i just spent the last 3 days with my favorite person in the world and now im just lonely and i know its going to be like this for a while. i wish id known how good i had a year ago me and my friends didnt have a care in the world i should have done alot more i should have taken alot more chances. every this was so easy then and now its so hard to find anything.